Fruit salad

Having false hope and unbearable pain
Courage drowned by my bleeding rain
Sighs of confusion and hate of life
A blurry vision of a slithering knife

He imprissioned my happiness, it's locked up tight
Lost the key, it's out of sight.
Whispering voices; trembling sounds
Fading faces that cannot be found

Now erased by shame and chained by guilt
locked by courage that cant be rebuilt
thrown away by love that cant be reached
endless smiles are now forever bleached.