Till the very end

Left in the dark, no one around.
Cold coats my body, blackness surrounds.
Loneliness, my new best friend.
Together by myself, till the very end.

Left alone, with my heart shredded.
Walls closing in, my mind embedded.
Saddened hurt, my new best friend.
Together in pain, till the very end.

Left in pain, emotions turning blue.
Feeling lifeless, suicidal too.
Depression, my new best friend.
Together alone, till the very end.

Left depressed, a white light shines.
For years now I've seen the signs.
Little knife, my new best friend.
Just seconds away from the very end.