Am I suppose to remember things I want to forget?
Am I suppose to say things to you, I know I'll regret?
Am I suppose to be just the girl?
Am I suppose to be happy when I see you?
Because I'm not, and every time I see you or think about you my stomach sometimes does cruel.
Am I suppose to forget what I am suppose to believe?
Am I suppose to want to get up and just leave?
I feel everything I'm not suppose to feel.
But it doesn't matter what I feel is not real.
Everything is different and fake in everyway.
It doesn't matter anymore, you and everything else seemed to just fade away.
