I still cant believe you have came back...
I dont know how to react to it...
Im so used to not having you in my life...
Im so used to not having you around...
Im so used to not hearing your voice..
Im used to not seeing your number on my phone...
I cant seem to understand...
Why is it that you have made the choice to call me...
Friends say that its because you miss me...
But when I put thought into it...
It took you more than a month to realize that u missed me?...
Or is it that you tried finding someone else...
Someone to hold you tight in their arms or an stormy night...
Somebody who is there to hear your worries...
And try to make you feel better...
Someone to kiss you like I once did...
Someone who would actually take the time to care...
Someone who could replace me...
Someone to help you forget...
But now I wonder so many things...
I wonder if I pass through your mind..
I wonder if you still remember our first kiss...
Or our last touch...
But whats the use of wondering...
If I already know what it is all about...
You come back for a couple of days...
Then you leave for sometime...
Because you know that no matte...
How much or how hard you may search...
You will never find another like me...
Because I am one of a kind...
Hard to find...
And no one will ever make you feel like I once did...
No one will be there like I once was...
But now its too late...
Ive decided to move on...
Ive decided to go on with my life as if I had never met you...
Ive decided to grow strong to walk away from this...
No matter how hard it may be or how much it may hurt me...
Because this isnt leading me anywhere...
It just keeps on hurting me more and more as time passes by...
And I know I deserve better than to be in love with a player....
