Strange

There are things that have happened in the past
That now i can change to make better at last
It's given me hope when i felt like giving up
And makes me see just what it is that I've got

I'm seeing people that I've never met
And I'm doing things that i won't live to regret
It's great. I can say and do whatever i feel
Because no-one can hurt me, as no-one is real

I'm seeing events that happened this week
And my subconscious mind is longing to seek
To replay the dramas and confrontations
And turn them into more sweeter sensations

But it's also been strange as well as good
Some things just don't look the way that they should
Distorted, invisible, or sometimes just weird
Like a man with big breasts or a child with a beard

I'm talking to my lover, who is it today?
I never seem to know until they come my way
We are comfortable and happy, loving and free
We have the kind of love that is meant to be

But soon it has turned and now i feel sad
I find myself crying for something i never had
I scream out and beg but no-one can hear
And it's so hard to see things that aren't very clear

I don't understand, how can things change so quick
One minute feeling happy, the next feeling sick
Someone has touched me, and now I'm awake
I had fallen asleep for heavens sake!!