I am tired of this
The constant confusion
Quit jerking me around
One moment I am sure of what is going on between us
And then you say something and I'm thrown off course
I don't understand how you expect me to cope with this nonsense
You say you want and miss me
And that I linger in your thoughts
Yet you don't want to try and be with me
You cannot continue to play me this way
I feel as though I can see my dream and yet I can't touch it
Is my love a joke to you?
Is this all a game?
I want to scream at you
Release my frustration so that you know my heart is ripping
Why can't you understand that this is torture?
Having you so close and yet so far away is breaking me down
You keep toying with me
And tears slip down my face as I ask you the same question over and over
But the answer never reaches my ears
You need to decide who you want to be with
Because I refuse to allow you to play with my heart
And I will not wait forever for you to realize that you do love me
So be quick in your decision
Or you may lose me for good
