Life turned upside down

I wanted somebody in my arms to hold me forever
I got no one in the end..
I want someone to call me mine
I'm to fugly to get anyone
I dreamy of being a singer,dancer,music etc.
No one had faith in me
I had so much faith in another world...
I'm starting to give up on it...
I thought my life was perfect
What must go up must go down
I wanted somebody that was there for me
I got nobody
I wanted somebody to talk to in person when I'm down
Look what i got........a voice mail or a busy person
I had a place that felt like home
Now i have a cold empty house
I had a loving bf and best friend..
I lost him and her so fast at the same time
A long time ago a had a family with lots of family values to it..
Now i hardly get attention and get presents to make up for it

Life turned odd to bad