If Only He Knew

If Only he knew I go to bed every night thinking what we had

If only he knew how it felt to know I wasn't his girl anymore.

If only he knew that I cry for him at night knowing I screwed up.

If only he knew how much I care for him or how much I love him.

I fonly he knew how I look at the notes he wrote to me wishing it could be like that again.

If only he knew that I look at my phone wishing he would call telling me that he loves me..

And If only he knew how i felt maybe than he would feel the same way.

If only he knew maybe he wouldn't even CARE.

If only he knew than maybe I wouldn't feel this way.=[