What am I supposed to believe? I don't know how to feel. I'm supposed to forgive, but its so hard to do. You've put me through so much... so much I don't know why I call you mother anymore. You take a man over you children, and you have no idea how much that hurts. I try to convince myself its not my fault... but I still ask myself if there was anything I could do to prevent it from happening. I looked up to you and I hoped to someday be like you. Sometimes, to tell the truth, I still do. I honestly can't hate you... I cant even stand not talking to you... But I also can't stand the thought of what you've done to me. Just remember one thing.... "I Love You"
