Confession...

Can we choke on our own words?-...Honestly, I don't know why I am writing you this letter. i have had the urge to write, to spit. You have a passion for writing, something I once had too. Every time you spoke, every time you wrote to me, your words and the significance you gave them, inspired me; amazed me. There has always been something about you that has overwhelmed me. I know that you don't care about me anymore. There is something in my heart that tells me, but I don't blame you. I still care about you. I promised I always would no matter what happened between us. I miss you I cant deny it, but i would be lying if I said that I am not glad things worked out this way. Things for me are okay. They are falling into place. Finally...I learned so much from you and I thank you for that. -I don't hate you anymore.- nor do I hate my Father or those that have taken so damn much from me.- I hope one day you find it in yourself and heart to forgive me for all the things I DID and DIDN'T DO for you.- I have finally understood all those times you said you "were sorry". I forgive you and appreciate all those times that you left me with a doubt...I finally understand. Thank You.