There have been too many things on my mind
and I don't know what to do.
To many things
And not time to deal with them
Its now bringing down my spirits
And soon thinking I'm nothing
We have been fighting a lot lately
And my feelings are soon changing
People say hes most likely cheating
But only he knows what hes doing.
His myspace says he loves her
But he says he loves me
And that I'm the one
I don't know who or what to believe
But my heart is telling me I need to stand up
And do something soon.
I'm kind of falling for this other guy
And its now getting to the point
that I don't know what to do.
Its hard to pay attention in school
And at home,
With all these feelings kept inside.
My grades have dropped,
My time consists of spending it in my room
Laying on my bed and lessoning to my music.
I'm upset and not eating much
I know this is bad for my health
But I cant help it,
I'm just not hungry
and I don't have an appetite.
These feelings are now here
And nobody knows
I hide them to well,
With a smile on my face
and only I know
There deep down inside...
