Two Years Later

Two years later
I still think of you
You still influence
Everything I do
It's gotten a little easier
To smile at another guy
But it never goes further
Because I don’t ever try
Not with other guys
And I quit trying with you
I just gave up on relationships
The day we were through
At first I had thought
That you could be erased
But I found out that
You can never be replaced
You became a part of me
The very first day we met
Nobody made me that happy
Or could get me more upset
You said we were over for good
And I went home not comprehending
That the best thing in my life
Was very quickly ending
I put all of our memories
Into a box in my closet
The pictures and all the little things
Put away to try and forget
I took your number off speed dial
And erased your number from the phone
I consoled myself and said
That I would be better off alone
I went through the rest of the week
Pretending that I was okay
Nobody really knew how to comfort me
Because there wasn't much they could say

started 02/12/07

I just started this. I mat split it up into more than one poem but I'm not sure...