The Before and After Affect

Before
I called you,
you called me.
I thought I was happy as can be.
We hung out,
strolling in the halls about.
Holding hands,
loving heart,
for sure I thought,
we'll never be apart

After
Say you love me,
Let me hear it one more time.
And in that very tense,special moment,
Make me the most stupidest girl in the world
to actually believe you.
All that stuff you said earlier me meant nothing. I feel like freak'n dying.
Now I have other business to attend to.
Putting my heart back together.