Endless time poundering on life
Never ending heartbreak when I'm with him
Screams in my ear when I'm with family
Judgments from friends who are the critics
This is my life for the moment
I'm running in circles
Not catching a brisk of help
I am doing this all on my own
Going down a path unknown
Unknown to you and I
Unknown to us all
Not knowing where I'm going is scary
But it's okay
Eventually I'll be soaring
High up in the skies
Waving down to those who didn't believe
Those who didn't believe in me
So at this very moment
I am poundering on my life
Wondering if I'll ever have his love again
Hoping that the screaming will fade
And wishing that my friends will be there
Not to judge, but to help
Because I need all the help I can get
