I'm stuck.
in the emptiness of thought
my mind is frozen
swallowed by the darkness of hopelessness
its like I'm constipated, stuck in life
everything is in pause
I'm screaming to get out of this pain,
but which way is out?
everything is a dead end
i drown in my own misery
craving to escape
i need to find the play button,
or the stop button.
I'm suffocated by everything and everyone
I'm deprived of my wants
everything is gone, there is nothing left to lose,
but when you lose the things you love and live for.
there is no reason to carry on
I've lost all sanity
I've lost touch with reality
I've lost touch with my unconscious.
I'm losing grip.
i need out of this depression
it needs to be suppressed
emergency break is on
I'm stuck.