The list goes on forever
of things you wish you could change
Looking at all the negatives
believing what everyone is saying.
Knowing it's getting you no where.
Trying to move forward with your life
when all you can do is
look at the mistakes made in the past
Makes it hard to look in a mirror,
without a feeling of disgust.
Thinking if only I could do that or
things would be different if I looked like that.