If God could give me another chance, then
I would want Him to turn back Time again
Maybe I could save whatever is lost
Mistakes I did, I could just so amend
God might once more, allow me to be sane
For I just feel that I can't bear the cost
There is a place in my heart I hold dear
It is spotless and clean, without a stain
My tainted hands dare not stop to pause
For part of me seems to really fear
That one fine day you cannot grasp the cause
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If God could let once more walk the shore
I would want Him to take my hands away
Maybe things would not end up just like this
I could imagine things that were even more
Like maybe you would have more words to say
Or better yet, make me smile with a kiss
Those are but a dream I cannot deny
Dreams that came right from the bed that I lay
Everything feels just like a heavy mist
Like being lost in a fog where I cry
Just knowing that it was you that I miss
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If God could close an eye and help me so
I would want Him to make you smile
At least I will finally be content
Even though you would somehow never know
Whether you think my acts are like a child's
My mistakes I hope that I can repent
Deep down inside I just feel so broken
I somehow wish that I were really vile
Then I would not think of you as Godsend
Desire in me would not awaken
Fate prevents the love that was never meant
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If God could somehow help me through it all
I would want Him to watch right over you
Even though we are just so far apart
I'll be assured, when you have to fall
He'd be there as you have always knew
As He have always been right at the start
I'll promise to suppress my feelings
In spite of you not being my own beau
Your etched prints left right on the very start
Life without you seem to have no meaning
That very day you tore my broken heart
