Sorry Ashley

"Tomorrow will be a better day",
It makes me positive that way..
When I wake up in the morning,
its just another bad day forming..
When I see myself in the mirror,
All I see is the world's biggest failure..
Yet, I go to school and act happy,
I still know inside I am crappy..
I play with my true love,
And it seems that she has a new dove..
I get my heart crushed,
Just like being flushed..
And yet I cry every night,
And why do I have to fight?
Why can't I just die now,
And no body will know..
I'm sorry ashley,
I love seeing my self bleed..
I'm sorry ashley,
I'm just one of the leaves..
I cannot take it anymore,
Don't call 911 when I hit the floor..
Don't cry, don't change, don't pout, I'm telling you why.... because I'm helping the world and you to feel better...

Once and again,
I'm sorry ashley,
I'm going for a forever sleep...