Why do I??

I thought i loved you
but then i told myself its not true
I never loved you
maybe i just liked you
maybe i was just attracted to you
maybe i was just crazy about you
maybe i was just addicted to you
maybe i was just flattered by you
and from the love that i got from you
maybe thats why i said yes to you
maybe thats why i went out with you
maybe thats why i was with you
the reason y i was with u, i knew

But what is it that i am feeling now
It shouldn't be love anyhow
We are not even together anymore
I haven't felt this way before
Its been long since we separated
I should be hating you instead
Why do i still see us with each other
when i know everything is over??