My Last Parade

I don't know where I went wrong,
I tried to sing another song,
but losing was the only thing I knew,
I took you for a ride inside,
I thought the pain I could hide,
would never ever show it's ugly face,
but in the end, you saw right through,
there's nothing I could hide from you,
I can't seem to take much more of this,
and every time I clench my fist,
and think that I might slit my wrist,
I'm bleeding from this awful, ugly scar,

Ohhh, I've been alone,
I'm on my own,
I can't atone,
the sins I've known,
I...I'm just afraid,
it's been replayed,
in my mind where it has stayed,
till my last parade,

I don't know what I should say,
I've lost my mind in yesterday,
I cannot seem to cope with what I've done,
never knowing, always showing,
all this blood that won't stop flowing,
straight out of my vein,
take me somewhere safer dear,
I need to fight away this fear,
I'll never break free of this I say,
so help through my troubled mind,
please don't leave me far behind,
cause I can't find my own escape,

Ohhh, I've been alone,
I'm on my own,
I can't atone,
the sins I've known,
I...I'm just afraid,
It's been replayed,
in my mind where it has stayed,
till my last parade,

Well I think that I might go,
far away, you never know,
just when enough will become too much,
maybe if I can replace,
all my failures with your grace,
I could find salvation for my soul,
but then again, it's hard to win,
when you bare this awful sin,
that has been tattooed within my mind,
breaking down, I start to cry,
why do I always wonder why,
can't you tell me anything at all,

Ohhh, I've been alone,
I'm on my own,
I can't atone,
the sins I've known,
I...I'm just afraid,
it's been replayed,
in my mind where it has stayed,
till my last parade,
this is my last parade,
this is the end of me,
the end of all I see,
it's my last parade,
it's my final day,
it's the end of me,
the end of all I see,
so take me far away,
away from yesterday,
this is my last parade,
my last...parade...