Somehow when people are around
I manage to choke back the tears
It's only those moments when I'm alone
That I can't help but to turn to a fountain of misery
Tears flowing in a rage for hours straight
Thoughts of you filling my mind
Feelings creeping into my pained heart
Feelings confusing even to the great Dr. Phil
First sorrow, sorrow from the wanting of your touch
Maybe even just your voice threw the speaker of my phone
Then feelings of joy from the thought of the many times
All the many times we have spent together threw our relationship
Then comes the feeling of pure want
Want of your kiss of your words
The want of your hand finding mine
Followed by your lips kissing mine
The want of your presence close to me
All the feeling scrambling into my mind
Sometimes all at once
This relationship is so real, so magical
I wouwould trade it for anything in the world
It's just these times when I am away from you
That kill me the most
The times I can't see or even talk to you
Although I have to admit those times are almost
Nearly impossible to bare I know that they are all worth it
Worth this relationship, worth being loved by you
Not even the hardest times can tear my love for you away
I promise you now I will love you every second
Of every single day.
