Poor lost soul

I haven't done anything with my life Ive achieved nothing Ive cut huffed crashed and burned and yet haven't been engulfed by the flam i stole lied cheated just to get by Ive hurt myself and others and watched others do the same i had sold my soul to the devil and to complete strangers my world was so fast i couldn't sit still the perfect life a good student a best friend a sister family either following my lead or blind to me no longer pure no longer whole slipping away becoming a poor lost soul