Timeless

It is easier to know what happened,
But you will never know what has happened,
You would want to leave it all behind in the past,
You wish you could know the whole truth,
Then something happens and it all comes back to you as if it was just then,
It seems to haunt you at every turn,
To much seems to be happening, it just seems like it all wants to come back,
All it is to me is a heavy weight on my shoulders,
It has hurt all those around me,
It won't stop,
The memories will never end,
They like the others will not go away,
They will stay and make you wish,
That you knew all that you could,
All seems to calm down after awhile,
You feel alone in the world,
But you know you aren't,
All the people you know and love,
You brush them aside and it stays,
You stay to your own devices,
Then all is done and gone so you leave,
Without a trace of what happened or what you did,
No one knows where to look for you,
You wish you could go back,
But you have locked yourself up in a cell,
You never told a thing of the truth about what you were doing,
So you lost yourself in the depths of a black hole,
The black hole is closing but you want out of it,
So you try to break free but it is no use at all,
You have doomed yourself to your death,