I'm...Sorry

I'm sorry for what I did that I presumed was wrong
I'm sorry for the days I had you upset for so long
I'm sorry for the ways I had always made you cry
I'm sorry for I, myself who always wondered why
I'm sorry for not being the perfect girl you wanted me to be
I'm sorry for I cannot change my own personality
I'm sorry for my behavior towards you
I'm sorry for all the things I ever said to you
I'm sorry for the stress, the disgrace and the pain
I'm sorry for I apologized once again
I'm sorry you should be sorry too
For I had said my apologies, so why don't you?
I'm sorry mom it just wouldn't work out
I'm sorry sorry to get you all worried about me
I'm sorry this wasn't the way it supposed to be
I'm sorry but where were the good times we had
Was it a mere joke to be laughed and forgot?
I'm sorry if that was what you thought
I'm sorry for myself mom, have you noticed what you had done?
I'm sorry I had ruin your life mom but now I'm no one
I'm sorry once more and I'm sorry again
I'm not going far from this writing but here it started to rain
I wrote this just to tell you that I am really sorry
But I knew you wouldn't care much
But Mom I always knew that you'll always love me
For who I am and not who you wanted me to be
Thousands of sorrys wouldn't express much
But Mom you're the one and only person in the world that I love so much...
I missed you mom... I'm sorry