As I sit here
In my darkened room
Where light cannot penetrate
To get to me
It's always lost in the shadows and it never returns
I huddle into the corner
Bringing my knees close to my chest
As my hair falls to my face
Shielding, protecting me
From unknown forces
But I know what those forces are
They are in my skin, my head, and my heart
Trying to consume my very being
To take away my soul
So I am not but a shell of flesh and bones
No one comes to my aid
No one sees my deep pain
I sit all alone waiting
Waiting for it to take me
But it rather see me suffer
I don't know why
Maybe waiting fro insanity to claim my mind
Or
Waiting till I give in
I sit here in my corner
On the brink of insanity
I can feel it
Long claws raking my skin
Almost lovingly?
Hot breath against my neck
Raises the tiny hair
Cool presence in the air
Tightening arms around my form
Voice stuck in my throat
Movement disabled
I shudder and let out a breath
Hands-warm yet cold stroke my cheek
Tingling sensation in my mind
And I know and tense
There is no way to escape
I go limp and give in
-To my insanity
