My Valentines

She was the one who was supposed to be there when I gave her the bag of flowers
She was the one to come over after school where we could talk about nothing for hours
She was the one who was going to be my valentine
She was going to give me little candies that say things like be mine
She was the one who would give me my first kiss
She was the one who I would always miss
She was the one to be there in good times and bad
She was the one who would make my sad heart glad
She was the one to hug me when Im down
She was the one who thought it was funny when I act like a clown
She was the one who held my hand in a white gloved fist
She was the one for me, but she never did exist