Drowning Again

I sit here alone
The music blaring to hide my tears
My heart has broken into a million pieces
And no one to comfort me this time

I drift away from this reality
To forget the pain that is stabbing me
I feel nothing except for the bitterness of winter
And all I keep hearing are my lies

I want it all to end!
The lies! the pain! the tears!
The sleepless nights, the days and days on end
Of not seeing your wonderful smile or hearing your voice

Maybe I deserve this punishment
To walk the road alone again
To let the bitterness consume me
And let myself drown in my tears...........