These pain filled tears i've shedded

These tears you've made me shed hurt so much knowing how much you said you cared was it all a lie do you hate me just for being who i am i may be different but i still feel the pain dripping down my face like water flowing down the silent stream of eternal sadness and I'm eternally dark in heart and in mind and constantly in spirit nothing and know one can heal the pain you've caused me to cry out in my tears but the tears filled with pain you've caused me to cry is actually just my soul falling apart into peaces that will only be recalled in memory which in time will fade like tears fade away slowly and silently in the cold dark musty wind