Breathless.

It seems so easy to break me down..Like its a big joke..you break me down without a doubt in your mind i'm shaking now i've lost all hope and i found myself on the floor bleeding..your hand are around my neck you found a way to take from my soul and carve a bigger hole in my heart as i'm screaming at you you hit me even more and now i just cant take anymore I curl my arm back and tighten my fist I feel my nuckles suddenly pound into your jaw now your on the floor! i'm kicking you, your screaming at me even more now..then my hands wrap tight around your throat as you scream your voice gets scretchy and breathless now your no longer breathing..i'm sitting in the corner staring at my hands as tears roll down my cheek .. my hands are shaking and i'm hating the fact i held out for so long i wish i just woulda died so long ago i'm sitting in the corner flipping a razer thinking sould i kill myself? but i'm as i'm thinking about it a voice pops into my head and says..you died along time ago..suddenly i'm running now i'm laying on the traintracks saying "i'm gonna be okay now"..