Sitting here today
thinking about all i have lost
how i have run away
i hurt the ones that love me
and love the ones that hurt me
why why is it that way?
today is the day that i break down and cry
for all the times Ive been hurt and hurt ppl
sometimes i just want to die
not sure whats wrong with me i look in the mirror and ask myself what does she have that i dint?
why cant you notice me like you notice her?
am i really that bad?
why did i make these stupid mistakes
never shoulder got involved with you
but i guess i new that all along
but my heart took over
its today that i think of all i have lost
in this messed up crazy life
