This cold feeling of hate and pain
this cold feeling of losing you to another person
today was valentines day
i didn't have the courage to write you a card
i didn't have the courage to give you a flower
i didn't have the courage to tell you that i like you
why i feel so lost when your not here?
why do i miss you when am alone at night?
why does my eyes always stare at my cell phone every day?
why is love such a hard thing to get?
it's almost 2 years now
since we met
a simple reject
a simple new face
you pulled me to the side
and asked if i really love this girl i had in my eyes
i looked at you and smiled
maybe the girl i really love was the girl who pulled me to the side
maybe that girl i really love and want to be with is you
still i can't say a word now
still i can only wait each and everyday for my phone to ring
and talk to you as a friend
and watch this secret love desire
fall into the black dark sea of lost hope
is this the dream of love i desire?
or is this a boy with out any courage to tell the girl he loves her
