Killing Me

You're still the demon I'm fighting
The reason I hate myself,
You don't know it but i miss you
I feel I have nothing left.

You're the burning that itches
And the desire in my eyes,
I love you though you hurt me
To the point I'm empty inside.

I have no hope, have no soul
I just want you close to me,
I'm slowly losing my mind-
Wish you'd hurry up and see.

I'm craving your mean ways
Even your crazy drama,
I'm loving you forever
Everyone else- I don't want 'em.

I've lost control of myself
And I'm losing a pointless fight,
It's all for you, no one else
That I'm slowly killing me.

2/3/07

"The Wounds That Never Heal Can Only Be Mourned Alone." -James Frey