Lonely

Sitting listening to that love song, my heart warming and squeezing and making me wish i was anyone else but me. To have someone to hold me, to care about me not just how i seem, or what they want (a part of me).

That person that would care about me, to talk to me and is able to understand what i think and what i want to say. He will accept me for me, to accept the good and the bad. He wont think i am perfect and that would be perfectly fine with him.

I will be the smart, pretty, hard working, loving, carefree girl that he loves, and that would always be enough. He wouldn't make me be the perfect one, just the person who i am.

I wouldn't be depressed anymore, i could actually be happy to be smart, and all of those things that he likes about me. I wouldn't be scared any more to show anyone my true beauty, because i wouldn't be ashamed any more and i wouldn't be accused of being the better person i would be....just me.

If only everyone could see me as i am...and not who i supposedly act to be...perfect....i never thought anyone thought i was.....i especially never thought i was...but i guess i carry myself a different way how sad...too bad no one can see me as me...i will always be seen as the perfect on...who never gets in trouble you know daddy's little girl.