She

And she doesn't feel in,
she's all alone in this world.
Wants to know what it's like,
To live without the world of pain.
With no heartaches, no tears.
Never feeling as if no one is there.
She's constantly feeling she's not pretty.
Knowing that she's skinny,
She's fighting to lose more weight.
She feels held down in all this pressure.
Strict parents, trying to be the perfect girlfriend.
Simply trying to succeed in what she loves the most.
She never feels good enough.
Been through a lot,
And yet she still can't bring down her high expectations.
She is just simply looking for someone to love her,
someone who will be there by her side when nothing is going right.
She wants to be normal but it's hard when She's far from it.
Realizes she has no friends and wishes to gain them.
She may have friends but they all talk crap about her behind her back.
She hates living in a world of materials,
Tried of trying to please the rest of the world
She just wishes she was able to please herself.