Played Heart

I know you don't care,
I know I don't matter,
Your just using me,
To play your stupidity games.

Sometimes I can't control it,
But just to cry,
When I see you standing there,
Knowing you can never love me the way I loved you.

Sometimes I just can't see,
The truth behind the lies,
The cold heart you have,
Everything you are, is just a lie that I cannot see.

You say you care,
You say I matter,
You say it's going to be okay,
But I know in the end it's not going to be okay.

Feeling the pain of a broken heart,
Ripping like paper,
And hearing the slowly dying beat,
It's surviving to come around again.

All I can do is sit in darkness,
To wait and see what will happen,
Blackness is nothing compared,
To your stupid playing heart.

As I sit on my bed with my legs over the edge,
Tiredness starts to crawl over my body,
Numbness begins to take its toll,
As I enject so many thoughts in my head.

My head hits the pillow,
My pain starts to ease,
As my eyes start to close,
What many memories will come back and haunt me again.

But, oh will you ever know,
You do not care,
I do not matter,
I'm just another played heart on your list.