Journey of my tears

I'm sitting in my bed
thinking of you
and everything you did
-right now my eyes start to fill with tears

i keep thinking
getting lost in the thoughts now
-my tear drips out of my overfilled eye

-now the tear slides down to my warm, red cheek
I'm thinking about the specific times you made me cry

i have started to think about how much i hate you for what you did to me
-this precious tear slides down and gets caught in the corner of my lip

i cant get passed what you did to me as my tear is frozen in time

soon this tear very slowly slides down to my chin
I'm finally starting to think of the good traits in you and how much i love you

this one little tear drops off the bottom of my chin like the very first drop of rain in a drought

those thoughts are over
but wait.
here comes another tear

i wipe this one away
ill deal with this thought another day