Wave of sorrow drown me now

I'm not afraid of dying,
Cause I'll know my heart, body, and soul will be at peace.

I don't have to worry about my emotions flying,
And all my problems in this wretched world will cease.

I don't know who to trust anymore,
So I hold my emotions inside me.

When people piss me off more,
It shows that Im suffering that badly.

Whenever I do good things,
I tend to do something bad.

What happened really crushed my feelings,
And I believe true love if something I'll never have.

I am heartbroken because of what you did to me,
And now I'm trapped in this wave.

You brought light to my world and now I can't see,
And now I know that I can't be saved.

I remember you saying that you wouldn't do this,
One of the big things that got crushed was my trust.

When I was with you I was in bliss,
But I see now that you instead of love you go for lust

Going home and crying,
About why does bad things happen to me

Thinking I should give up and stop trying,
Because I'm dieing inside of misery.

Baby to me you were my whole world,
Not knowing if I can forgive you.

Thinking like you weren't gonna be like every other girl,
Now not knowing where to go and what to do.

My heart has two scars in it already
And now there's another crack

I thought we were ready
But now you leave me in darkness in another trap

My feelings are something I borough,
I need to let them out of me but I don't know how.

Wave of sorrow,
Drown me now.