I remember when i was a child
how you used like it when i smiled
how the world seemed like a wonderful place
without the need for the day to day race
then the day came when i weren't enough
remember how you split my mind so rough
but in your eyes you did nothing wrong
just another day in the world of a song
I remember growing up Through my days
thinking how the sun shone eternal rays
then the pain of your disdain ripped Through
taking all my feelings hurting me true
god i tried to forgive you an see heart
but you took my words an tore them apart
all the feelings i felt in vain
are shown Through my tears of pain
Times changed when i saw behind the lie
and saw the feelings that bind us and tie
sometimes i think of what i regret in life
it leads back to the thought of you so rife
tearing my heart out like it was nothing
then making me feel i was something
did i do something so bad in my years?
that it made you think i was to be feared?
For now i see the true colors of you
and how you hurt me so Through and Through
when my time has come and i say goodbye
believe me father i will Not cry
you did me wrong and hurt me bad
so for you i will never be sad
