Lay awake at night
and think off all the things i didn't say
all the thing's i didn't do
i have only myself to blame
my eye's are glazed over
my heart is black and bitter
my love for you is running away.
i am sick of feeling this way
i am sick of looking at myself
i am sick of seeing you with her
i am sick of life
i only pray that death will take my life
i beg of him to take my life
i wish i would fall asleep and never wake up
i wish that life wasn't so cruel
i wish i was in a deep slumber and the only noise would be my heart beating
some one wake me from this nightmare
this nightmare which is my life ...
each day i watch my life fade away
i watch my heart break
i watch you fall in love with her ...
