Only If He Knew...

Only if he knew,
That I'm so sorry for breaking his fragile heart,
But I know that he wont listen to me,
Thats why I'm calling out to you(Ricky),
To tell him that I'm so sorry for killing him,
I didn't mean to do it,
I love him,
So much,
so much that he doesn't even know,
Cause I care for him so much more than,
Anyone could know besides Michelle,
But then some days,
I know that I dint want him back,
Cause I know that Ill just hurt him,
Even more than before,
& I don't want to do that to his fragile heart,
Ever Again,
Cause I know that I love him to much to do that,
To him again,
I just cant,
Ever,
I need to forget about him,
But how can I cause,
Forgetting him is like,
Not breathing,
You'll die without it,
& Ill die without,
Jon & Breath.