A Girl

I know a girl who cried herself to sleep
who cringes at the poring blood from cuts so deep
on her misery she wished to close the open door
since the life she leads would never restore
she gets on her knees and prays day and night
"GOD please help me put up with this merciless fight"
she carries her burden with a deceitful smile stapled to her face
her friends never suspecting her life is desecrate
one day she attempted suicide,realizing that on no account would she ever be free
how do I know her? well i do since that girl is me