Untitled - chain of thought

Will you take me for all i am ?

Misplaced intentions and unfinished sentences,
Lack of words and articulating of affection.

i stand on the highest building and you push me.

i don't fall, i won't fall

i am left alone again, however long,

i don't cry, i won't cry

Memories now fit me, but the puzzle is not yet finished -

Pieces missing i fear, i no longer wish to find.

i don't believe the other voices outwith my internal, only the whisper inside - i do believe

Heather said i looked nice
Flatmate A said i have dropped 3 sizes
Flatmate A whispered i looked beautiful
Flatmate D says i am perfect

i don't believe them

Heather you are lying
Flatmate A i love you, but you have to stop making me cry
Flatmate D i love you, but i am not perfect enough - for you

It simply isn't enough

i won't cry. i don't cry.
i won't fail. don't worry my dear

i am running to catch up with her, but as i draw closer - i see her running for me.

Don't push me from this pedestal.