When I say I love you I am not embarrassed or ashamed, nor shall I ever be, with the knowledge that you love me too. You have ensnared my heart with a death like grip in your fist. I could never, I would never deny you anything that you wished weather it be the world or a grain of sand. My heart thumps like the sound of mighty war drums heading into battle, if you were to leave they would silence as the distant breaking waves on the shores of Yore.
I feel in my heart and soul every word you say to me, my haunting dreams shake me with past and present memories of your death-like beauty and voice like that of mighty seraphim singing in the high heavens. Like the mighty north star you light my way through the perilous darkness of the barren ocean and guide me along my path of pain and joy.
My wish would be nothing different then what it is now if you were to disown me and cast me aside like astray dog on the dark city sidewalk. My wish to one day lie down with you and breath the very air you inhale with each deep breath from those beautiful lips like that of the Greek Aphrodite. Oh, what I would give to hold the hand of the immortal goddess of beauty or kiss the lips of the very spring that gives life to my soul each morning.
One sunset I pray to have the joy of an embrace such as that from the beautiful and powerful forest of the Amazon with arms spread out as wide as the wing span of a peacock. May this beauty shine down upon my feet for the rest of this pathetic being I have come to call a life and give it meaning in the eyes of men round the known world.
With these final breaths I tell you, none will ever come close to intimidating, persuading, etc me into thinking otherwise of thy perfection now will I be threatened or pushed away from this goddess that bids me her time. I wish, if you hear nothing within my confession to hear that it is I who shall love you, not forever, not for all eternity, but for much longer than either of us or anyone shall be able to comprehend within the mighty universe that we have come to exist in. I love you with the fury of a raging brush fire and the tenderness of a mother's first kiss to her new born baby. I will forever live on for you in the shadow of silence along with my once empty, un-beating heart.
Yours Truly,
Sildaekar
**This is a letter I wrote to her for valentines day.
