Turning love to hate

If the love is causing you only pain
causing you to go insane
one solution possible is to turn it to hate
this will not change your insane fate
but it can relieve the pain of the heart
Creating rage from the hurt
Turning self destruction into retaliation
This is not a real fix
It will make your soul sick
Turning you dark all to quick
But in return you gain a sick pleasure
Of watching the other wither
From each cruel blow
The pain that you sow
Will fester and grow
Making their lives miserable
And your heart just as horrible