Im alone.. for now

I'm alone in my head... alone in my world... i need to be with u anyway i can.. i want Ur arms around me in the dark.. ur kiss in the early morning... ur whisper in my ear
sometimes I'm just so alone... when will this hurt end... will my heart ever be whole.. u hold the key.. its up to u to open the lock or keep it closed... i write this not for a replay just so u know.. that i love you more the words.. that i need u so... that i don't want to be apart from u any longer... I'm alone in my mind, i think to much.. about the good, the bad, future and the past.. u have made me think about things i never knew i wanted... things so close to my heart i never let my mind thing about... u brought them out... i want to share my life with u.. so for now I'm alone... but i know that soon i will have so much joy that i will never be alone again.. i love u i hope u know that in your mind and feel it with your heart