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by tearstainedlies Feb 16, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Sitting here crying myself to sleep staring at the blade that once cut so deep remembering the blood and how sad i once was and how different i was doing a thing that no one ever does trying to hold back my body begins to shake knowing that using it again would be a giant mistake i want to be happy and i promised myself i wouldn't but I'm letting the smallest things get to me, the things that i shouldn't it's driving me CRAZY with that demonish smile on my face trying to cover up the hurt that once was in its place i am crying harder and my lungs begin to scream and i finally gave in and fell into a life long dream *~I'm Sorry~*