Sometimes I listen to you breathing
Just to check your still here
I'm so scared you/ll soon be leaving
So I live and sleep in fear
Every glance I give you, to check that you are real
I'm living in this world
And it all seems to surreal
What am I to do? If you ever fade away
Live on and forget? Live in constant disarray?
Too many times Ive fallen, crashed straight to the ground
Tried to hide that I am hurt
When pain is all that/s found
Too many times Ive depended, on the words only one can speak
Only to dissolve into myself, a heart that beats so weak
Questions lead to answers, and answers lead to lies
I know that if I keep on
We/ll be living on good byes
If you are a illusion, if you are not real
Don/t disappear too quickly
I still need time to heal.
