I miss you

With eyes a brilliant blue
and a smile you cant deny
i remember you
and how you made me cry

while you held me close
and made forget it all
you walked away
as i slowly began to fall

you had wiped my eyes
kissed my tears away
left me speechless
what more was there to say

i can never forget you
i wont bother to try
but this pain is killing me
i just want to die

i cant force that smile
and hide my tears any more
i can continue dropping that blade
behind that closed door

one day you'll drive me too far
and i wont be able to hold it in
but i know my pain for you
is such a deep sin

"no man is worth your tears
but the one who wont make you cry"
i though you were the one
who would never tell me a lie

did you ever love me
or was it just a show
will you tell me the truth
please i need to know

my tears for you
will never stop the flow
and my pain for you
will forever stay never go

i feel so stupid
for falling for you
for everything you have done
all that you put me through

all the good
all the bad
and yet i cant forget
you're the best i ever had

how could you do this to me
how can i still love you
i just cant live like this
constantly missing you

i think of you day in and out
i dream of you every night
just hoping one day soon again
you hold me nice and tight

once again keep me safe
from the world i soulfully despise
i hate so much forever now
until i again look in your eyes

you take my pain away
make me show a smile
you pretended to care
just for a short while

how can i miss you so
how could you never understand
the happiness i felt
when you first touched my hand

i love you forever more
but i hate what you have put me through
i cant go on with this pain
i will never forget...i miss you