My eye sight is clearer than ever before.
my lungs are stronger from my mournful song.
nose stuffy, red streaks down my face, yet how much i loved the pain you caused, cause at least i had your attention.
if you were a tear in my eye, I'd cry just to taste
you'd run down,
and as you reached the corner of my mouth,
I'd lick you up,
and delight in the bitter sweetness.
yea the lies stung. the truth teared right through to the core. how could you be so mean. staring up at your eyes told me you were all that i needed and more. the simplicity of your smile would bring me to the top of the world. so why did you need another girl?
my only salvation from my heartache
is to act like it never happened
to laugh when i want to cry
to live when i wanna die
forget the memories we created
my smile is really a frown turned
upside down
laughing feels empty, and i hardly dream.
all i wanted was you to stand by me. oh darling, i just wanted you to hold my hand when times were hard. i wish i never said i love you, and you didn't have to say i love you too, if i knew what you were gonna do.
i can't tell if you did love me, and just lost the feeling, or if you was never serious, and "we" never had a meaning.
it seems the days fade past, yet not fast enough. i want to be years away from you. i don't want to remember the feel from you, or the sound of your voice, but then i have no choice. and all i want is to be able to see past the tears that come whenever i wish i knew if you was thinking of me. and how much i just wanted to hear you say "I'm sorry" through your own tears and clenched teeth.
