Every day I see you,
And wonder if it is true,
I try so hard to think about it,
And all the shit I've been through,
As I look into your eyes,
I think of all my ex's lies,
And as I sit and regret,
I remember what I tried to forget.
Maybe it is just a fling,
Maybe it can be the real thing,
I won't know,
Until that day,
When I feel that special way,
And finally know for sure,
That it is the real thing,
And not something that I yearn.
~Jessica~
